<?xml version='1.0' encoding='UTF-8'?><rss xmlns:atom='http://www.w3.org/2005/Atom' xmlns:openSearch='http://a9.com/-/spec/opensearchrss/1.0/' version='2.0'><channel><atom:id>http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3616599/posts/summary</atom:id><lastBuildDate>Thu, 10 Aug 2006 03:37:58 +0000</lastBuildDate><title>one place</title><description></description><link>http://www.consufed.com/rachel</link><managingEditor>rachel</managingEditor><generator>Blogger</generator><openSearch:startIndex>1</openSearch:startIndex><openSearch:itemsPerPage>15</openSearch:itemsPerPage><item><guid isPermaLink='false'>http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3616599/posts/summary/116157492438711692</guid><pubDate>Mon, 23 Oct 2006 03:41:00 +0000</pubDate><atom:updated>2006-10-22T22:42:04.399-05:00</atom:updated><title>
if i get one post up here a month, i think i've d...</title><atom:summary type='text'>
if i get one post up here a month, i think i've done well. :-)</atom:summary><link>http://www.consufed.com/rachel/2006/10/if-i-get-one-post-up-here-month-i.html</link><author>rachel</author></item><item><guid isPermaLink='false'>http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3616599/posts/summary/115734418259686309</guid><pubDate>Mon, 04 Sep 2006 04:26:00 +0000</pubDate><atom:updated>2006-09-03T23:29:42.606-05:00</atom:updated><title>


She is home!</title><atom:summary type='text'>


She is home!</atom:summary><link>http://www.consufed.com/rachel/2006/09/she-is-home.html</link><author>rachel</author></item><item><guid isPermaLink='false'>http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3616599/posts/summary/115696443067458420</guid><pubDate>Wed, 30 Aug 2006 18:54:00 +0000</pubDate><atom:updated>2006-09-02T09:31:02.766-05:00</atom:updated><title> 



when morning starts an hour later than normal...</title><atom:summary type='text'> 



when morning starts an hour later than normal, and the sunlight streams in your room after bouncing off the wasatch mountains, and then you learn that starbucks has started PSL season early, it's hard not to say thank goodness for small pleasures. 

life can be really really good.</atom:summary><link>http://www.consufed.com/rachel/2006/08/when-morning-starts-hour-later-than.html</link><author>rachel</author></item><item><guid isPermaLink='false'>http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3616599/posts/summary/115599607378434092</guid><pubDate>Sat, 19 Aug 2006 13:57:00 +0000</pubDate><atom:updated>2006-08-19T09:01:13.800-05:00</atom:updated><title>

I said that life would get better when I got my ...</title><atom:summary type='text'>

I said that life would get better when I got my Macbook, and I was not wrong.
It's eased right in to make so many things easier, and boy, have  A and I enjoyed Photobooth!</atom:summary><link>http://www.consufed.com/rachel/2006/08/i-said-that-life-would-get-better-when.html</link><author>rachel</author></item><item><guid isPermaLink='false'>http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3616599/posts/summary/115518033293369271</guid><pubDate>Thu, 10 Aug 2006 03:13:00 +0000</pubDate><atom:updated>2006-08-09T22:28:14.986-05:00</atom:updated><title>I'm not the biggest fan of the 1001 personality te...</title><atom:summary type='text'>I'm not the biggest fan of the 1001 personality tests available online, though I've certainly taken my share. What I have found very cool, though, is thePersonal DNA test. 
Supposedly, this is me (sort of):
Benevolent Experiencer</atom:summary><link>http://www.consufed.com/rachel/2006/08/im-not-biggest-fan-of-1001-personality.html</link><author>rachel</author></item><item><guid isPermaLink='false'>http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3616599/posts/summary/115457652600755288</guid><pubDate>Thu, 03 Aug 2006 03:39:00 +0000</pubDate><atom:updated>2006-08-02T22:42:06.226-05:00</atom:updated><title>ok, this is just about the last thing i'd see a ph...</title><atom:summary type='text'>ok, this is just about the last thing i'd see a photo caption in the STL Post Dispatch have in quotation marks: beer bongs.</atom:summary><link>http://www.consufed.com/rachel/2006/08/ok-this-is-just-about-last-thing-id.html</link><author>rachel</author></item><item><guid isPermaLink='false'>http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3616599/posts/summary/115423012847065555</guid><pubDate>Sun, 30 Jul 2006 03:22:00 +0000</pubDate><atom:updated>2006-07-29T22:28:59.356-05:00</atom:updated><title>It's so telling to me that I have the desire to wr...</title><atom:summary type='text'>It's so telling to me that I have the desire to write and not the discipline.
So many distinct moments this week have dictated that I actually sit and write something down, but usually this happens while I am a) at work and frantic or b) playing Legos on the floor with A. My interesting predicament at present is not getting into the mode of writing again as I expected, but rather, creating an </atom:summary><link>http://www.consufed.com/rachel/2006/07/its-so-telling-to-me-that-i-have.html</link><author>rachel</author></item><item><guid isPermaLink='false'>http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3616599/posts/summary/115380164192170367</guid><pubDate>Tue, 25 Jul 2006 02:26:00 +0000</pubDate><atom:updated>2006-07-24T23:27:21.966-05:00</atom:updated><title>Jaded and played out-- that's what this blog has b...</title><atom:summary type='text'>Jaded and played out-- that's what this blog has been for quite awhile. I feel major overhauls are needed, and for the first time in years, have half a mind to do something about it.

The last few weeks the tiny part of my brain that has to create has started a growth spurt. I haven't felt like this in years, and while I don't know what will happen with this, it's a thrill.

So, wonderful design </atom:summary><link>http://www.consufed.com/rachel/2006/07/jaded-and-played-out-thats-what-this.html</link><author>rachel</author></item><item><guid isPermaLink='false'>http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3616599/posts/summary/113657554092957252</guid><pubDate>Fri, 06 Jan 2006 19:23:00 +0000</pubDate><atom:updated>2006-01-06T13:25:40.936-06:00</atom:updated><title>I have been busy.
That's all-- not gone or hiding,...</title><atom:summary type='text'>I have been busy.
That's all-- not gone or hiding, or non-disclosing. Just really busy.
When I was much younger than now, this song meant a lot to me-- I listened to it again today, and you know what? It still does. Thanks, Husker Du.

"These Important Years"

Well, you get up every morning
And you see, it's still the same
All the floors and all the walls
And all the rest remains
Nothing changes </atom:summary><link>http://www.consufed.com/rachel/2006/01/i-have-been-busy.html</link><author>rachel</author></item><item><guid isPermaLink='false'>http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3616599/posts/summary/111168805281502211</guid><pubDate>Thu, 24 Mar 2005 18:12:00 +0000</pubDate><atom:updated>2005-03-24T12:14:12.816-06:00</atom:updated><title>obviously, i've not been here.

what i have been d...</title><atom:summary type='text'>obviously, i've not been here.

what i have been doing, NOT in order of importance:

work
being a mommy
the previous two things, over and over</atom:summary><link>http://www.consufed.com/rachel/2005/03/obviously-ive-not-been-here.html</link><author>rachel</author></item><item><guid isPermaLink='false'>http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3616599/posts/summary/109020618719521487</guid><pubDate>Mon, 19 Jul 2004 02:59:07 +0000</pubDate><atom:updated>2004-07-19T13:42:07.546-05:00</atom:updated><title>It's a cliche, but I have just been too tired to p...</title><atom:summary type='text'>It's a cliche, but I have just been too tired to post. Sleep is such a commodity--I think about it at work, in the car--I even dream of it. Sad, I'm sure, but true. Not that I can really complain; in the baby world, little A is a pretty good sleeper. In fact, the last 3 nights there has been no middle of the night feeding--and sleeping 6 or 7 hours straight is just the most wonderful thing ever. </atom:summary><link>http://www.consufed.com/rachel/2004/07/its-cliche-but-i-have-just-been-too.html</link><author>rachel</author></item><item><guid isPermaLink='false'>http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3616599/posts/summary/108731907663828610</guid><pubDate>Tue, 15 Jun 2004 16:58:10 +0000</pubDate><atom:updated>2004-06-15T12:11:10.140-05:00</atom:updated><title>Many moons later. Words haven't come easily to me ...</title><atom:summary type='text'>Many moons later. Words haven't come easily to me lately, not because I don't have anything to say, but because of the magnitude of what I wish to express. Pregnancy was an amazing thing-- and lucky for me, it was pretty easy-- but it's nothing compared to what the last 10 weeks have been like. There have been days I have been stretched way past my breaking points, and days when I think mothering</atom:summary><link>http://www.consufed.com/rachel/2004/06/many-moons-later.html</link><author>rachel</author></item><item><guid isPermaLink='false'>http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3616599/posts/summary/107651296831525826</guid><pubDate>Wed, 11 Feb 2004 15:22:48 +0000</pubDate><atom:updated>2004-02-11T09:28:52.000-06:00</atom:updated><title>oh, it's been, what, 4 months or so now... not tha...</title><atom:summary type='text'>oh, it's been, what, 4 months or so now... not that things haven't been hopping, but rather that i haven't really hopped them over here.
life is exciting when there are new things on the horizon, but what i haven't quite figured out yet is how to handle all the excitement.

a poem for me, for you, too-- this one makes me remember to take breathe deeply, and be glad.

The Gift
Czeslow Milosz</atom:summary><link>http://www.consufed.com/rachel/2004/02/oh-its-been-what-4-months-or-so-now.html</link><author>rachel</author></item><item><guid isPermaLink='false'>http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3616599/posts/summary/106624620243615206</guid><pubDate>Wed, 15 Oct 2003 19:30:02 +0000</pubDate><atom:updated>2003-10-15T14:30:02.176-05:00</atom:updated><title>Where the mind is without fear
and the head is he...</title><atom:summary type='text'>Where the mind is without fear
and the head is held high;

Where knowledge is free;

Where the world has not been broken up
into fragments by narrow domestic walls;

Where words come from the depths of truth;

Where tireless striving stretches
its arms towards perfection;

Where the clear stream of reason
has not lost its way into the dreary
desert sands of dead habit;

Where the</atom:summary><link>http://www.consufed.com/rachel/2003/10/where-mind-is-without-fear-and-head-is.html</link><author>rachel</author></item><item><guid isPermaLink='false'>http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3616599/posts/summary/105724389755591141</guid><pubDate>Thu, 03 Jul 2003 14:51:37 +0000</pubDate><atom:updated>2003-07-03T09:51:37.406-05:00</atom:updated><title>Almost two months later, and a lifetime away it se...</title><atom:summary type='text'>Almost two months later, and a lifetime away it seems, from the last post. And here I am. The last month has brought so much--there were trips, there was work craziness, there was packing, closing on the house, and then a disastrous move. That last element was the hardest, as we'd set out with such good intentions--we only hired a moving company to make things easier, and instead, it was so much </atom:summary><link>http://www.consufed.com/rachel/2003/07/almost-two-months-later-and-lifetime.html</link><author>rachel</author></item></channel></rss>
